I wish I could sit beside you in that dark, just so that you wouldn't have to be alone. I wish I could take away all that harm and hurt with a touch of my hand, say "let there be light " and send the shadows into flight. I wish I could do something so easy and so simple as to reach out and hug you (if wanted). There's a lot more I wish, because I remember that darkness so well myself, or at leasst my version of it. I am going to have to try to be part of newer, happier memories, I guess. If tha's ok, it sounds like work I would like to do <Take excellent car of yourself DPS and don't ever think you have to perform to post. You wrote enough, no matter how much it might be