I have an appt today with a pdoc for the first time.
I am scared...but I am going.
Had a good chat with my T about it. I feel better now about why I need to go.
I am still all around in my thinking. I have more clarity the past few days then last week but I still have moments of utter despair.
Not sure what type of meds I will be prescribed. I know a little about certain ones and I know that I cannot take anything that will not allow me to function.
At the same time, I need to control these swirling thoughts so that I can process them in a better way with my T and finally get some relief.
We shall see how it turns out...