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Originally Posted by BlueMoon6
How can I move on with all of this going on in some way? I can overcompensate for these feelings- I know how to make friends, look decent, act "as if", have a husband and family, get an eduction, just generally live a life, but behind all of this "life" is a deep feeling of being unworthy of it all and being a fake. I also, like Tree, cant consistently believe the positives about myself for any real length of time. All of the deep, childhood messages I was given verbally, but I think very much non-verbally and very, very young are living inside of me.
As I said, it is what keeps me stuck and fearful of moving on.
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Maybe then there can be some way of putting the untrue messages to rest one by one. Now that you've identified everything and written it down, you can take a look at these thoughts and recognize that they are not the truth. I have no doubt that this will take a lot of work, but you are a very intelligent person and I for one feel you can do this. One day at a time, Blue.
