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Originally Posted by shezbut
(((onlymedid)))
I can relate to a lot of what you defined as the cause of your misery. Just curious if these feelings seem to follow you ~ no matter where or when you work? Like, you dread working, regardless?
I felt a lot like that most of my life (so far). Always assuming that if I got out of that job, that neighborhood, or whatever, I'd feel better. Truth, for me, was that those strong emotions of misery stem from myself. And there is no escaping myself. This may or may not apply to you ~ I was just hit by these thoughts as I read your initial post. If I'm wrong, please forgive me.
Take care! 
Shez |
OH WOW! We JUST talked about that with T today!!! I have never truly had a job that I enjoy or even WANT to do. T said maybe I might think about going back to school to further my education (I have an Associates so far). I told her that I have no idea what I would even want to do. Something to ponder. There isn't anything I think that I would enjoy.
I dread work all the time. This job is just....like...15 times more stressful right now. I am really hoping that after a while things will chill out.