I'm not feeling well mentally.
I looked up the moon cycles - it was the beginning of a full moon less than 24 hours before I REALLY lost it. Maybe that has something to do with it.
This morning I got out of bed but just barely. I was AFRAID of getting out of bed. The cats....
my journal entry today (minor trigger warning) -
http://turquoisesea.livejournal.com/
I need therapy... I need help... I need so much that I'm not getting....