Wow my mind, well, I want to comment, on the words you used to describe how your mind feels. Three words really hit the nail on the head for how my own mind feels...

"Numb.....robotic......zombified...

those three words really describe how I feel. I especially feel this way with certain communicator types. People that form ideas about the control of a situation, or people that focus on practical things, my mind is quite a fantacist and doesnt relate to any mind that isn't.