Each of us carry a burden that is hard to let go. As hard as we try somethings we can not let go. The dreams, the pain, the falures that weren't even falures just the role of the dice that we had no control over. It doen't make us week just human to value life, to value hope. But how can any of us keep that in mind 24/7. I have been out for years hated it so much freared it so much we made our selfs forget. now we remember and no one belives yet still we see it in our mind eye and feel the pain in our hearts. even to heel we had to let go of who we are in side. but still life goes on. YOu are not alone