I hate waking up. Either I haven't had enough sleep and am quite fatigued, or I did sleep more than 4 hours and my pain med has worn off and the best I can do is reach for it and my water before I wake fully up. But then, it takes a while to wake anyway... also when I have to get up after being on my back for more than an hour or so, the fragmented gel in my eyes has risen to the "top" and my vision is quite blurry usually, until I go vertical and it moves (at it's own pace, of course... ever tried to turn an egg in a cup of water by shaking the cup???) ha.
And then? The psychological aspect, "Why did I have to wake up?" I wonder if being awake is better than asleep, as the nightmares at least, aren't real....
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