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Old Nov 05, 2009, 09:49 PM
misslindsay9 misslindsay9 is offline
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Member Since: Oct 2009
Location: Wilmington, IL
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My husband and I recently separated within the last few weeks. We still had been seeing each other regularly and sleeping together and such. He told me he loved me and wanted to be with me but I needed to get my stuff together. Getting on medication for my bipolar and getting a job and such. Well tonight he dropped off my boys' carseats and he decided it was a good time to tell me that he never loved me and that the last few months were only to make me hurt. He was playing with my head and he just wanted to hurt me. He said it was revenge for leaving him a year ago. I feel empty and dead inside. I don't know what to do. I think back on the last few months and they didn't feel fake. How can someone do such a thing? I don't understand it. I just need someone to talk to. My friends don't understand and my mother makes things worse. Anyone else having issues? Probably not anywhere near mine because only my husband could be so cruel.