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Old Nov 05, 2009, 10:07 PM
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I find I tend to stay a bit secluded when I find myself “arguing amongst myself” but that’s alright. I do like to lead a quiet sort of life.

As for dreams…I do find myself often talking to them, the voices, in dreams. I was quite uneasy about it when it first happened but now I know I only have some control over my dreams and not full control. It’s sort of like in Rosemary’s Baby when she is overhearing conversations and translating them into her dreamstate. Perhaps if you were to write your dreams down when you wake you could then begin to take a more focused look at the dialogue in your dreams and sort of pull it apart from the other dream content. Then you may be able to make better sense of it. Just a thought.

Much peace.
Another note…

I apologize for my repeated nonsense but I do understand your anger. It is overwhelming isn’t it?! I mean to say every blasted day of every blasted month voices repeating over and over…think of them as a mother figure…nagging endlessly…good God! Shut up already!

Anyway, I think you know what I mean. The problem is you ARE stressed. Good God, if a human being were hounding or nagging you 24/7 you’d be at a breaking point so it stands to reason that you are at one now.

Enough already!

Tell the ethers or demons or angels to back the hell off. You are human…and that is a good thing. We can only stand so much.

Anyway, I’ve forgotten my point but I do know your family loves you and the ethers can stand a good kick in the hind end and come up saying, “He’s a fighter!”