Do I ever want to quit harming myself? I am not sure to tell you the truth. It is my main coping mechanism. If I can't cry, what else am I to do? I hit people, I harm myself, and I write.
I have been SIing an awful lot the past few weeks. My cuts are getting deeper and I have had to use butterfly closures more. I used to cut this bad when I was 16 or 17. I am reverting back to it and it scares me.