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Nov 06, 2009, 12:09 PM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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How does one learn to like themselves when they HATE themselves so much?
I need to learn to like myself. If I liked myself, I could do better things for myself and actually begin to live. I just don't know how to like myself because I don't. So how does one MAKE themselves like themself? Because I've been alive for so long and through so much and I really wish I could get away from me...but I can't.
The strange thing is....if I think of who I am now....just me alone...I hate everything about me. But when I think of my alters....I care about them and I don't hate them. But they are supposed to be me  . So how can I love my alters (who are supposed to be me) and hate myself so much?
I'm really confused...and I'm not sure I want to grow old and grey feeling this way.....
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