Hey
Im really confused. Im a girl, Ive had boyfriends but never had any sexual attraction to them. I guess I was with them because I didnt know how to say "no".

I do think about women more than men. I do think that a man can be really hot, same as a woman, but if I had to chose, I would chose the woman. But Im not sexually attracted to them...I just wanna be with them..

how weird is all this?? what am I?