Hehe Sept- I admit im strange but the only person i want to come in contact with me is my gf. Even my own family i cringe and openly complain when they think they need a hug. With gf everything is different. I feel like shes sees all the negatives and still comes back for more so there is not as much fear.

John- My t said the same but i seriously dont believe anything would make life "ok" if anything happened to this relationship. My eggs might all be in one basket but the basket is very soft and cushiony and the eggs feel safe there and everyone else has concrete baskets with sharp edges.

Sky- Im just the opposite. I dont like people touching me for any reason. It even makes me annoyed when people insist. Like for instance at my gfs family reunion her aunt asked if it was ok if she gave me a hug. That bugged me cause since she asked i couldnt be upset that she just did it lol.

2b1better- I agree, the thought of being alone is scary. I dunno what id do but somehow i think my t underestimates my relationship with gf if she thinks having a good friend would make everything tolerable. Here is where we differ a little bit. I dont think i want a friendship as it just creates all sorts of responsibilities and stresses. Plus if something is working for me, why add a possible negative to the equation when i am ok now? Having a friend could take time away from gf time and create trouble or i could get in trouble with friends doing stupid things. Its not the kind of headache i want to invite into my life. Ill wait for life to invite those headaches on its own