Thanks Sky and Ozzie,

I haven't had it done before because I refused. You know...it's the needle thing. He has done every test possible to avoid it, knowing my history and all.

I got a phone call late this afternoon from hem/onc (who never calls direct ) who is strongly recommending this be done ASAP.

I don't know what I'm more afraid of. The needle, being "put under" or the end result. I'm tired of being so afraid of everything.

All I know is right now my spleen hurts like hell.

T's gonna get an earful Monday, lol.

Thanks again...

Petunia