Don't worry... she proberly has a good reason to why she didn't show. I know you're upset because you were looking forward to see her and have a great time. Could try to phone her and ask how have you been? Disappointment is a strong word to use, yet I would feel the same. Could have been busy. Don't beat yourself up about it! These things happen. I had my 12 birthday ages ago and invited my best friend to come. It was swimming party and she phoned me to say she can't go beause she is too ill. I felt what you felt now. But still she went to my other birthdays, so I could understand. (((((((((((((((parker10))))))))))))))))))