I am so overwhelmed with life
you say to live
but I dont know how
my body is 40
but my mind is a child
I am knotted up inside
unable
to walk through the door
into the world
I sit for hours
stuck
thinking
frustrated
what do I do
looking around I see the tasks
but still I am unable to move
I want to live in the bubble
but I cant remember my way
somehow I am lost in a world I am unsure how survive
my son is growing
he needs my guidance
but I am lost
how can I show him the way
when I too am lost like a child
scared
alone
barely able to take a step
I am crying inside
The need for my fake world
to protect me and sheild me
responsibilty is keeping me
from closing my eyes
Im grown up now
no choice
still feel lost like a child