Hi, Tmac! It has been a rough 12-14 months for you, and that on top of other things. You've faced an awful lot of unpleasant (understatement!) stuff.
As CK23 says, you're not alone. I and others will be holding you in our best thoughts this coming week.
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.