Hi, Ellen! Clearly, this is an unusually difficult time for you. Losing one's job is traumatic for "normal" people, all the more so for those struggling with depression and anxiety.
Post as often as you like - let us know how you're doing. We're here to absorb what you have to say. Maybe we can help, maybe we can't, but you don't have to be "alone."
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My dog

mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.