hello I'm now 18 years old, never had any real girl-friends or even a date. kissed once in the 9th grade felt nothing, have a hard time masturbating and when i do cum, most the time its not even exciting just a mess. "attempted" sex at age 18 with a close friend, she had a huge crush on me 4 years and i knew nothing about it. during sex couldn't get it up.
i never was attracted to women or men. i really wish i could be straight or gay or bi or anything. i find feet attractive, and i find people get hurt attractive too, same with old clothing that worn down and ripped. so yeah just weird things and they don't even turn me on too much.
i have this fear that something bad happened to me when i was younger, i have six or seven (one looks like 2) scars on my groin and i have no idea how they got there and there really big, like i would know and remember when they happened and how they healed. but i don't my memory of me as a child is really spacey so i have no idea of how they got there...... it makes me really scared. so if any one knows any thing that'd be grate. bye bye