(((Berries)))) look into yourself, find the truth of who you are, what you stand for.. the pain you feel is there for a reason... the key to your understanding of yourself is the key for many of us... when that part of you that feels the pain connects with that part of you wanting the suffering to end, you will see a clear vision towards health for yourself, and with your experience, many others will also find their way through...

pretending is not the answer and you are resisting anything phony... thats good.... tell us your truth, tell us where you want to be in life, make it real for you, as there is no substitute for truth..

see if you can stop hiding behind fear, loss, pain, resistance... look for the good things which are around you and they are.. true, they may co-exist with darkness now, but you have the power to give goodness more weight within yourself....

can you take your posts to your T? he/she is concerned and wants what is best for you... no one is angry that you seem to not be getting well... what we hope for you is health, that is why we are here...