This morning we took our kitty that i love so much to the vets to get spayed. All morning until 2pm we worried if she was ok- we love her so much. She's the best cat. i just called and the vet said that the surgery went fine but that she was pregnant. Tears. i would have never wanted her to have the surgery if she was prgnant. She only got out by mistake once when my h wasn't careful. We found her about two hours later in the yard. i feel so so terrible. i should have asked the vet to take a pregnancy test first but everything was so confusing because of the worrying about her and i didn't have any idea. We wouldn't have wanted her kittens killed. Tears. i hate myself - what can- how can i comfort myself. i'm so sorry that it happened. It's too late. The surgery was more complicated and her kittens are gone. Tears.
kerria