People tell me I'm pretty all the time, but I think they're lying. I think they're just trying to be nice and the only compliment they can come up with is 'pretty'. The only things I see in the mirror are my acne scars, my dark under-eye circles, the skin under my arms, my tummy (little chunky), and my huge legs. I'm 5' 1" and I weigh 110. I think I'm healthy and I don't intend to lose any weight, but I still hate the way I look.
I've actually been thinking lately that I don't really deserve love. My boyfriend loves me more than I love him and we both know it. I'm not sure why, but I don't feel like I know how to love anymore.
I know you'll all probably tell me that I'm wrong, but I can't seem to listen to that either... help?
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