PC friends will never give you up. We're all defective and very tolerant
No, no happy face I think. Maybe a not-so-unhappy face would help others not to feel too frustrated feeling unable to help you.
T and pdoc will never give up too. They know how this damn thing works and are not angry.
So sit, breath deeply and then kick this painful illusions away (not while you're still sitting of course! )

(the word "defective" above is meant ironically and jokingly, for everybody)