No happy face needed for me, thanks, Berries. It sounds like the blackbird of anxiety has pooped on your shoulder and your brain is trying to find out what to do with all the worry. I can hear it now "I know, I can use tht worry up about everybody being mad at me. Why???? Aw, who cares, it'll give me a reason to feel this way!"
I know this is NOT how you want to fell. It's probably just you brain trying to make sense of your body's signals. You have been fighting so hard, ((((Berries)))). How could any one be mad at you for that?