I have been triggered badly. I thought my husband had changed after having cancer and promising me things would be different. We were going to part company until I realised how much I loved him seeing him so ill in hospital after having his kidney out. How stupid of me to think he was sincere
My daughter and I went out to see a bonfire display and stayed out longer than expected. When we came home he was very insulting saying he expected his dinner 3 hours earlier, he managed to cook himself something but moaned we were late coming home even though we told him of our plans.
My daughter saw lots of her friends as she worked at this particular bar before going to uni, she really wanted to stay so we did.
I'm so disillusioned. The whole family has been through so much stress of late, I never go out ever and I really enjoyed the evening with Dani ... now I feel guilty and sad and he is rubbing it in because he has been on his own for 3 hours. Oh you know what I just give up ....
This just reminds me of how easily people manipulate me and bring back guilt I shouldn't have to feel ....
K x