I have! /nd it is definately NOT easy. in fact, it was impossible. oddly, it wasn't when I was changing or sanything like that, but I have always SI'd on my thighs mostly and he always puts his hand on my leg, so when the cuts were deep I couldn't stop myself from wincing. considering, he figued it all out pretty quickly. the biggest thing that made stop SI was my fiance. once he found out he started to regularly closely look over my entire body, checking for marks and scars. it hurt him so much when I did it that finally my love for him overpowered the things that fueled my SI. It has been 4 months since the last time. it has been very hard, but somehow I've made it this far. withouthim, I never could have done it!