Thank you for replying. I was having a bad night last night, I also suffer from depression. I do attend support groups, however most of my time is spent alone in my apartment. I had to move to another city for housing, so I don't know anyone here.

I used to believe that god was sending me messages through the tv, radio and through other people. He told me he loved me and that I was to find the way home. Everybody was connected and I could communicate telepathically. Since I started meds these symptoms have subsided and I feel very lonely most of the time.