((((((((((((( Vicky )))))))))))))))))))

Thank you so much for your kind heart warming advice. To hear from others who have been right where l am right now helps in ways l cant explain. The lonilness l feel inside just tears my heart apart . I am very very thankful to my wonderful friends here who support me in all that l decide

Last night didnt go according to plan..................he came in and went to bed at 7.30pm stating that he was sick...............l said we needed to talk and his reply.................it can wait til another time............maybe tomorrow he said. Well you know what he dont have to talk about it , he can carry hiding away from all this and pretend that its not happening
cus you know what ....................It is happening and l will continue with my plans for a new home for me and the kids and with the plans for bankruptcy.......................who knows he may just start to listen but l doubt it very much

hugs to all who replied ..........thank you for not making me so lonely

Mandyxx