There is a point in ones life where you will begin to see how beautiful wonderful and unique you are. You are a gift to the world. I know that you cant see it now or feel this way now. I have a hard time with it also. But when you have agood moment I want you to say I am good I am beautiful I deserve better. Listen to the song called that I would be good by alynis morresete (sp?), Hang in there ok?