I saw my lawyer and things went pretty well for the most part. She put my mind at ease and that was huge. She told me not to worry now because it was now her job to worry. I should say so after the check I had to write her.

She told me that it was never my responsibility to make sure that my x saw the children, it was his responsibility. She told me that she will be checking on a few things and calling me sometime next week. I still have not received the supeona from my x's lawyer. I told her all the the x's lawyer said.

I will keep you posted and developments happen.

For the most part, I am holding it together. I still feel like I am being torn in 20 different directions. I am hoping much of it will settle down after the move. Thank you all for supporting me through this very difficult time.

Much love always to all of you.