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Old Nov 09, 2009, 05:16 PM
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I have learned that I can be feeling suicidal but if I find some thing or some one to be present with in this moment, I can get through that moment. If I string enough of those moments together I can get through an hour. Enough hours strung together, I can through a day. And so on.... I can get through the holidays, the anniversaries, the losses, etc. I have experienced feeling joy in the depths of also feeling like I do not want to exist anymore.
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I'd rather have a visit, note or pretty picture
than an "I'll say a prayer" or a "god bless you."
Doesn't make me feel better, no meaning to me for sure.
Can't stop you from praying and blessing me,
and if that makes you feel better feel free.
But keep it to yourself please, don't tell me.
And let's all respect each other's feelings.
With kindness, support and "sweet dreamings."
Thanks for this!
Briester, lynn P., lynn09