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Originally Posted by confusedteen
I can't leave it for them...I'm not ready to handle the after effects.....
but you will be happy to know that I have talked to my school psychologist and I plan on talking to him on thursday when we go back to school on Thursday. That's my only source to talk to someone face to face but I'm afraid of admitting to him that I do use motrin as a way to numb things because those are the things he's like required to tell parents but maybe telling him that and having that happen will start the healing process and maybe things can start to get better rather than worse and better than the feeling that I don't want to live anymore...
Thank you so much for caring it means so much....
Lots of love
Morgan
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I think you should write a whole new letter telling your parents how you are feeling, but in a way that you would say it to thier faces. I like the idea of leaving it out for them to read when you're not at home, but maybe it's not a good idea to throw it all out there like you would when you're venting. Instead of putting in the stuff about the motrin, just say something to the affect of you are feeling overwelmed and are dealing with it very badly. I don't know if it will work or not, but maybe it will help, even if only to open up the communication lines between you and your mom and dad.