I know what you mean. It's really frustrating to not be going anywhere.

A couple weeks ago I was put on Zyprexa and that lifted me out of a deep depression, then after I got off of it my mood started slowly going right back down. After feeling great for a week and normal for another week, I just don't know what to do with myself sometimes.

Hang in there, I'm sure it will work out. Talk to your Phycologist and see if they can recommend someone else that falls better into your price range or where your insureance will cover it.