Wow - I guess it really has been a while since I've been on here. Well, here goes.

I've just moved into my own apartment and gotten a full-time job. While I count my blessings on those, I still feel a little empty inside.

You see, I was married for 10 years, got divorced and went into a relationship right after. So I haven't been alone in a really long time. 12 years to be exact.

I'm trying to find the positive in everything but it's been tough road. A divorce last year, a break up this year and completely starting over yet again. While I have friends and family, some of my family that used to be there for me are estranged due to their judgment on my choices.

I guess I just don't know what to do help with the loneliness. I don't want to nor am I ready to date again, but I am so sad without someone to come home to, and I was wondering if anyone can relate. I have no kids, no pets - nothing. Like I said, I've started over in another town so it's not like I have a lot to do. What do you do to not feel so lonely if you are alone?