Thanks hurley now i am two cents richer probably much more... are those professional doctors who are making all those mis-diagnosis or a bunch all of clowns that sounds so goofy

Here is my two bits... i thought for a long time i am a porn addict because that is where i run for hidding to numb my senses so i do not have to feel the weight of my life and work through my issues but i knew watching porn the way i did was unhealthy so i decided to join a porn addict disccussion group and there a member of the group expalined to me addictions are a by-product of bigger issues of a wounded soul such as a child trauma or a serious personality disorder and low self esteem so i start looking in those other issues and i was never was tempted with porn since... in a sense i rather have the porn than dealing with such deep rooted issues in my life but it is too late forthat now the pandora box is open so a true recovery can to take place it is a common that often we treat the symptons and forget all about the root cause of it all... s**t happens
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