A 6-month break is pretty long. It may be that you've lost some of the connected feeling you had with her. It could also be that you're holding yourself at an emotional distance because there's no guarantee you'll be able to see her long term if she leaves her current job after 1 year. You may be reluctant to reconnect knowing that therapy may not last much longer. Is this how you feel? Could you be trying to protect yourself from hurt down the road by resisting reconnection with her now?