(((((DPS))))) I don't and can't true understand your situation in it's entirety, but I do understand the loneliness, the hopelessness and the pain, because I have hurt, been lonely and have lost hope over and over. Where I don't unerstand, I treasure your attempts to explain what is so hard for us singletons to grasp. I wish I could come and sit with you IRL and just let you know that you aren't alone and that there are people here who want to make sure that with them, at least, you are safe. Hugs and wishes for a calm, peaceful day and an equally peaceful night, dear DPS and everyone else under that moniker