that sounds wrenching, going from T to T & asking over and over for help, only to be pushed away again. I'm so sorry.

What was your response when the new T asked you if you really wanted to be there today? I'm thinking the only thing you can do at this point is just be honest, I think it's completely understandable why you'd be burned out at this point. But maybe if you can keep talking to her about that, and just keep showing up, it'll get better as you see that she's not going to disappoint you yet again?