Go back a few more times. It takes awhile to feel comfortable in a new group. Don't do the comparison thing to other people. You really don't know yet what they have been through or what they are dealing with. You are making a lot of judgements based on very little actual information. The fact is, EVERYONE there is dealing with a mood disorder. That's HUGE!! They will ALL have a greater understanding of you than you realize. Don't give up yet.