So I've finally gotten to the point my bf and I have begun talking marriage. Now I am bipolar and change is one of my triggers. Since we have begun discussion my mind has been going to the wayside. I can't think straight and I told him the other day I ddnt feel he was being sincere in telling me he loves me so often. I hurt him terribly. And now things aren't quite the same. How does someone like me keep a good man when I turn into this irritable obsessive person.