Im so grateful for the help. We talk alot and he knows he can come to me for help. Sometimes when I worry , When i know hes having a good day , that makes me smile. He will say , i need you to be strong for you too. Does your friend say that too? Sending you a hug too I research alot so whenever he needs to talk im ready. Im so grateful to have him in my life , he means alot. I hope your doing better.