I hear what you are saying. I am in the middle of a separation, changing jobs, changing towns, new relationship, and I feel so overwhelmed and lonely. I am dismantleing my life and I am exhasted by it. I have kids but I am not here with them. Maybe physically but not emotionally. I have no emotions. I feel nothing. I understand about coming home and no one being here its the loneliest feeling ever. Im sorry Im rambling I have no advice for you. Just good luck...I hope you feel better soon.