I am new here and this is my first thread. I am currently separated from my husband with no chance of reconciliation nor do I want to. After a long marriage he went thru mid life crisis and needed a change. We then proceeded to be extremely nasty to each other to the point that I hate him now and he hates me.

Fast forward 2 months and a half months.

I am in the process of dismantleing my life. We are selling my beloved home. I am moving away from here without my children. The x and I decided that it is best not to uproot them. I am seeing a new person and it is going okay.

My problem is that I am so overwhelmed by all that has to be done. I suffer from depression and have been doing okay up till now. Now I feel like there is so much chaos, so much drama that I just want to throw in the towel and call it a day. Give up. Just lie in bed all day and do nothing. I have no emotions right now other than despair. I have no idea about anything right now and and just feel empty. Like I have nothing left to give to anyone or anybody. I felt like this when the x left and I got back up and got going. A few things happened along the way and I got back up and got going. I just dont feel like getting up again.

Anyway...thats life...sometimes you are in the pit sometimes you arent.