(((((((Crystalrose))))))
I'm sorry you are finding people are rude in responding to your posts. I suggest that you put them on ignore if you find the same people doing it. You shouldn't have to be distressed while you are here. Also, if you feel you are having trouble with chats, have you gone into a moderated chat? I don't usually do the "free form" chat because it goes so fast, but I find the scheduled chats very helpful. If you haven't gone into one of those check them out. I especially like the ones hosted by DocJohn. I hope you find supportive people and are able to ignore the others.