Zen
You are part of something bigger than you know and I hope tht I am apart of it as well Sometimes we just have to have faith that things will and are happening for a reason. The more we look back the less we see of what could be in front of us.
You are lucky that people think you could pass for someone much younger and that you are doing a university course (I for one will never have the chance to do that as many other people wont either)
Dont go building road blocks for yourself these days a woman or a man can be socially and prsonally sucsesful without partner / man or woman.
Jumping into a relationship just for the sake of it can have disasterious effects when things go wrong (trust me I know)
Just be the loving self that you are and I know you are and let life play itself out .

Take stock of what you have now and enjoy the moment
l love and all the other pieces come to you rather tan running after them.

I you for who you are