Hey Kyle,
This is one place where you don't have to apologize for things like spelling grammer and swearing. So just let go of that one worry.

It all sounds like a great big soap opera alright. What is up with her telling him what you said anyway? Sounds like she was just trying to make him jealous which lead to more misery for you. That totally sucks.

There is an old saying "It never rains but it pours." Why is that? Why can't things come a little at a time in manageable bits rather then 20 things dumping on us at once making us feel like we are drowning. It happens in life and it happens with our emotions. We can ignore our feelings for a long time but then finally it reaches the overload level then we feel every little emotion that we ever ignored all at once. Another good saying "The straw that broke the camel's back."

My daughter and I were talking about her day and she was talking about homework and how frustrating it is that on some days she will have no homework at all then the next day her teachers will swamp her and she has to work for 4 hours to get it done. I remember it only too well. Half of my stress nightmares feature the assignment that didn't get done and I am 36 years old. I have only 2 years to my 20th highschool reunion and I am STILL having nightmares about school. Lord what would it be like if I went to college?

Is being bi adding to your stress? I mean are you just beginning to work the concept out in you mind or is this a new revelation? Just curious. You don't have to answer of course.
Carrie

PS the other half of my stress dreams are about losing my teeth. I have a bit of a tooth fixation I guess because the thought of losing mine freaks me out.


<font color=green>Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.--Emily Dickenson