Zen!

What I would give to be 30 again! Well no thats wrong! What I would give to LOOK 30 again!.

You are still young and have many years ahead of you. Women in their 60's are giving birth these days, even older.

And if you look at it the way I do it does help...24hrs since the day before is NOT a year...

I understand the missing of your mother. I miss my Dad and Grandmother to tears every day and that happened over 28 years ago.

I do hope good an happy come to you...just know you are not alone and you sure as heck are not old!

((((hugs))))
Rhiannon