quick update, because i'm exhausted (will respond to ppl later):
just got home, saw austin-T. i have never cried so much in front of someone in my life. he did his usual "session ending" routine, and even then i couldn't stop crying, so the session went on for another 20mins. if i wasnt so exhausted right now, i'd be embarrassed.

austin-t said to go home and sleep. he tried to give me this session as a freebie but i said i'd gone to the bank especially, so he took the whole payment and then gave me $50 back. he wants me to go to sleep, then wake up later and go find some dinner outside of the house. then to come back home and sleep again.

he said if i want to go to tomorrow's exam then he's happy for me to do so, but otherwise it's ok also. he wants me to call him on friday and he said we'll catch up then too, and that he'll do the session half price again so he knows i'm eating dinner then too.

so i'm going to go to sleep now, and i will say what happened properly later.