im so angry right now, eventho i've been quite 'good' lately, i have some things to do so i dont think about my depression a lot like i always do. today, im just so sick to some people, i feel like i want to vomit right in front of them. i hate them to the point where i want to kill them, and then kill myself. so sorry i have to said that. like it or not, banned me or not, delete this thread or not, i will accept it. but i dont fake myself (like them piece of shits fake themselves!!!!!), this is what i felt, since long ago. me for who i am and what i am. these kind of things always triggered my depression and anger, im tired!! why im like this!!! im started to think about the other things right now, my circle of depression, it gets everywhere, every single point in my life. its damn killing me. but to be honest i hate to think about death in the same time, so im always trapped in this hole called life & not going anywhere, not until i die one day
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